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The king dopes out and makes chicken
Its future now and nobody lives
Whatever I try to say might not appeal to people who bind themselves in the shackles of sanity and I sympathize with those "civilized" creatures of Mother Earth but my love goes out to all those dwellers of blissful solitude who dream of smelling ether and reach out for immortality
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I am no great poet who can weave his feelings into a stitchwork full of life with a pen and the modern form of papyrus. All I can manage to express at this point is that I am dying this day when I leave this world in Mumbai.
I will be born again tomorrow when I wake up in Calcutta. But that would be a re-incarnation.Throughout my entire next life, I will have hazy dreams about several images of this life. They wont haunt me but it would be an eerie, awkward feeling that I would have inside me when I will think of the Mumbai life that I had.I realize this day that I was in trance for the last three years. In a state of coma, numb about the bigger world around me.
Tomorrow I will be born again but somewhere in me, a mark will remain of the dream life I enjoyed. It really feels awkward now.
Loneliness fills my heart as time passes
byMy saddened heart quietly weeps
Life is tough and shows its folds and tears
fill my eyesThe pain of loss in my heart creeps
Where is my love
I just cant find it
I ended it all
Still I feel for it
I dream of a green
field and friends all aroundAnd I wake up while the world
sleepsIf dream was true and the sky was blue and I
played aroundBut life has one shade and that is
blue
Only one heart that I haveI cant love so much
A single heart that I have
Cant bear the pain so much
-This is an inspiration from George Harrison's "While My Guitar Gently Weeps"